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Okay guys so before we start this chapter I'd like to ask a major favour of you all, if you do this I will give you hugs or whatever you want! Okay so go join this group iconForgottenPhotoDN follow it and ask your friends to join or so and help get it around! If you do this and let me know I will give you big big hugs and maybe tell you what will be happening in the next chapter ^_^ I will put a link to it below (: Anyways enjoy! Thank you<3






"So this is the last song, I wrote this along time ago about a very special person who ending up leaving my side. Its called Away from you."

The music started to play and Mello wanted to hear every bit, he wanted to know how much he had hurt his red head lover, he never ment to, that was never what he wanted. But now he wanted to make it all okay, he wanted to have him in his arms again.

stuck in a memory of us
Its so hard to know that were worlds apart
And I was so wrong to think this would all be so easy
But trust me Ill be back for more
For then Ill close my eyes
And your past will be safe with me here
Forever


He listened closely and could feel the pain Matt went through go right into him, as he looked around him he could see the crowd getting tears in there eyes, not out of sympathy but because they could feel the hurt in the song too.

I dive into a world of fact and fiction
But I'm swimming in my own contradiction
In my fantasy you are here with me


The song took Mello back to the time when he left Matt.

~flashback~

He had just heard L had died. His hero. He was like a father to him. He was pissed and he got told to work with near? No fucking way. He had to leave beat Kira on his own and make L proud.

He walked into the shared bedroom to see the red head playing his Ds. How was he meant to tell him this? He couldn't just go... No he had to say it one more time.

You can say its alright
You can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from you
So you can say its alright
And you can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from
Your side


"Matt, can you put the games down for a minute I need to talk..."

He could see the worry in Matt's face as he put the Ds down on the bed. He looked at him with questioning eyes.

"I have to go.."

Matt choked "What?"

"L is dead.."

"Mels I'm sor-"

"Matt please understand, I have to go, I know Kira did this, and I can't just let it go."

"I'm coming with you then."

"No." he said that so much more harsh then it was meant to sound.

"Why?" He sounded so hurt when he said this. It killed to say it but it was the only way.

"I don't want you to Matt.."

Matt's eyes began to water at the comment, he couldn't take it. He had just hurt his lover he cared so much for him but he couldn't let him get hurt.

I'm done with hellos and goodbyes
I'm falling apart inside
I try to make you speak
But your beautiful, awkward silence falls on me


"Look Matt you can't come, I won't let you get hurt, just remember I love you."

He turned away from matt and got a bag to pack his stuff in, once he had done he turned to Matt to see him just staring at him. No goggles on, green eyes with tears running down his face.

But trust me I'll be back for more
Until then I'll close my eyes
And your past will be safe with me here
Forever

I dive into a world of fact and fiction
But I'm swimming in my own contradiction
In my fantasy you are here with me

And it makes my nights a little richer
I'm falling in love with a faded picture of you, my fantasy
You're here with me


"I love you Matt." After that he turned and ran, he wouldn't let anyone see the tears running down his face, he couldn't. But he felt like he couldn't leave Matt. Before walking into the darkness he turned and faced Wammy's looking into the bedroom window to see Matt watching him. Tears streaming from his face. He had to run he couldn't return no matter how much he wanted to.

You can say its alright
You can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from you
So you can say its alright
And you can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from….

You are the burning in my throat
A gentle wisp of smoke
That ever quickly floats past my face
Then youre gone, and I wish it wasnt true

You can say its alright
You can say you dont mind
Its killing me to be away from you
So you can say its alright
And you can say you dont mind
Its killing me to be away from you


"I'm so sorry Matty.."

~end of flashback~

He couldn't fight the tears streaming down his face he let them all go. He really had hurt Matt and he regretted. That so much.

You can say its alright
You can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from you
So you can say its alright
And you can say you don't mind
It's killing me to be away from you


The band had finely finished as they was walking off stage Matt looked at Mello obviously seeing the tears. You could see in his eyes he knew Mello regretted it.

He didn't care for the band he wanted it to be over with so he could see Matt and embrace him. Tell him how sorry he was, the music blurred all he could think about was that song. Written after he had left. After he broke Matt.

The band had finely finnished after about 30 minutes he ran, he went backstage showing his ticket but suddenly he got pulled into a room and pinned up against the wall by a brown hair boy. He was the one on the bass, he and charlie never got along as kids, he didn't know why though. The boy smirked at him.

"He may of sent you the tickets but I won't let you have him."

"What?" Mello was confused what did he mean by that? Before he had time to think about it he spoke again.

"Matt.. If I can't have him then neither can you."

Oh so it was jealousy was it? He wanted Matt but couldn't have him?

Mello smirked "How much you want to bet"

The boy pushed Mello closer to the wall

"Oh just wait and see." A smiled came onto his lips

Matt's POV-

He was walking down the corridor trying to find charlie. God we was meant to all be together he knew that why would he not come. Ughhh! He must be in his dressing room.

Matt opened the door to see Mello pinned up against the wall with his lips against charlie's. He just felt his heart drop. No, it can't be can it?
How much do you hate me?!?! D:

Okay guys so here's the link to the group would mean so much to me if you joined it :D :iconforgottenphotodn:

Song used- Away From you Aphasia Link --> [link]

Matt: Did not expect that
Mello: I hate you...
Me: D:

Chapter 1- [link]
Chapter 2- [link]
Chapter 3- [link]
Chapter 4- [link]
Chapter 5- [link]
Chapter 7- [link]
Chapter 8- [link]
Chapter 9- [link]

i do not own death note nor matt and mello or the song ^_^
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:iconmelody-guren:
Melody-Guren Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:sniff: :( :iconcrycryplz: :iconsadplz:

Why Charlie?! WHY?! TT.TT
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:iconmattyishere:
mattyishere Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012
i know D:
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:iconjusticevsreality:
JUSTICEvsREALITY Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012
NEXT CHAPTER!!! HURRY!!!! IM GONNA DIE OF SUSPENSE!!!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
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:iconmattyishere:
mattyishere Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012
haha :p should be up tonight ^_^
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:iconjusticevsreality:
JUSTICEvsREALITY Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
*grins*
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GlitterGeek82 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww poor Mattykins! On definitely joining da group!! I must find next chapter!!
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:iconmattyishere:
mattyishere Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012
:D thank you and should be up tonight :D
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:iconglittergeek82:
GlitterGeek82 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok.then I will wait to find it!!
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:iconmattyishere:
mattyishere Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012
:p
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:iconayf100:
AYF100 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012
FIRST OFF! I shall join that lovely group right there~ >:3

SECONDLY!!! ........Go fuck yourself Charlie......Nobody wants you here........

Now that those have been settled: I MUST HAVE MOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEE!!! :D
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